Hey everyone ... Happy new year 2013 !
One of the rare moments I can write ....
I really don't have the strength to review all what I have been through this year but it is more than necessary .... to face the new year ..... Maybe I shall do it tonight.
2012 is gone, for real, a new year is coming ... so why can't I stop looking back ? and stop regretting every single thing I didn't do, every single choice I might have done wrong .... That's like the only thing I'm good at, regrets !
I regret not having the courage to stand up for myself and be who I really am.
I regret not having the courage to do what I really want to do,
I regret not having the courage to say what I really think,
I regret wasting too much time by thinking about how things could be better, and how life would be if things were just different by themselves.
Wasting time, is the thing I regret the most ....
All these things sound pathetic to me, compared to what I consider really important in my life. But isn't this the biggest mistake ever ? to think that some problems are pathetic and pointless, and that I better ignore them to focus on the important things ... did I forget that I was human ?
I mean, at some point I need to say STOP ! things are fu**ing wrong ! I WILL CHANGE THEM ! No matter how hard I should work, I will make things the way they should be !
For 2013 :
STAND UP for yourself 'cause no one is going to stand up for you !
DO whatever you want to do, no matter what people think of you !
LOVE yourself for who you are, and WORK hard to be who you really are !
The most important : READ MORE books ! and be happy because you are alive and able of breathing !!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR MY FRIENDS OF DEVIANT ART !!! I LOVE YOU ALL